You're the only one who knows me, love the way you hold me, I'd never find a love like this;

I spent my day with GG today...we picked up Ishi from skool...that boy is sooo kiut then we bought DVD's..then in the afternoon we watched PS I Love You together...I wouldn't say it's a great movie..i kept comparing it to the book so yeah..the book will always be better the than the movie..I still had a great time with my sayang though..hehe 

Owh i got rejected by MOE for the scholarship =( i kinda expected it already..and so i had to decline my offer from Heriot-Watt...=( i guess i wont be flying off to UK anytime soon....Im really hoping i get in to either ITB or UBD...amin...i have no where else to go if i don't get in..My dad actually went to he bank to find about loaning for educational purposes..I can't let my parents pay what they cant afford especially for Uni in Uk..kesian durang..Im going to learn my lesson..heh whatever happens, happens..all i have to do now is wait...

My sayang doesnt have credit =( so my night is really sunyi now. Sayang I miss you, hope sayang makan sudah, Owh i dint get any sleep after you left i had to pick up yaya and aez then jalan lagi with mama n bapa...Im currently watching Dream Girls...and my butt is numb hehe..ngaleh duduk... 

IMY;

I'm gonna love you more than anyone; I'm gonna hold you closer than before; And when I kiss your soul your body be free; I'll be free for you anytime; I'm gonna love you more than anyone.

;) you know who you are..i love you sayang<3

Work;

You'll always be apart of me; I'm part of you indefinitely; boy don;t you know you can't escape me; darling you'll always be my baby;

dedicated to you sayang =)

i started work todayy..came really early..like 2 hours before i was suppose to report myself to my boss Syed, that's his name..so anywys i was asked to wait for him to come and he came around 10.4o ish..hehe akhir ya datang...well it was my first day so i wanted to make a good first impression..i was sent to his office to wait for him and was given a few catalogues on the gas turbines that the company was involved with...so i read them...then when he came to the office he gave me an introduction about the company and then he asked me to move to my desk which was in the projects office..filled with M-E-N i was scared..heh kna kacau...but it was ok la..i kept my cool and pretend they weren't there..hehe..so anywys after i came back from lunch i had to read the catalogue some more..wrote some notes down and waited for my desktop to be installled at my desk..turns out my other boss, Jon dint want me to be placed at the project office..so i stayed at the administration office.. owh this is my new desktop heheh lawa...

My new desktop

lawa kann

My sayang picked me up from work tdi..hee happy i see him..took me out makan d anjung warisan...had a nice time with him...i missed alot over the weekend...i love you sayang...hope u enjoy the voucher.i know its not much but its for helping me out at bsrc the other day....

sayang, i love you <3

NGALEH;

I'm so tired; i had a loong day and i wish he was here..=(

My nerves were racking before i entered the interview room..haha but it went really well..talked a lot..i was asked to introduce myself..and so i did..went on about myself until i was asked another question..why civil engineering...hehe i talked summore..i was in that room for less than 5 minutes i guess..hehe  all and all i think i did ok..i hope X)

I hung out with my darlings at marilyn tdi, i found out about the prom in swiss before we went out.. told syaz, if i knew there was a prom i could have taken her out as my date haha syaz of course would have agreed and we would have taken pictures and posted it to our beloved boyfies..hehehe

Rupanya my sayang ane membaca sudah my blog..hehehe i love you sayang~ 

bah m outie...kan sleep..

new haircut;

Im in love with the boy in the pink shirt <333

I finally decided to cut my hair today.. hehe i realised my hair had so many split ends and to top it off my hair is sooo dryyy..i need to add moisture to my hair hmmph..i should really get a good shampoo...owh while my ends were being chopped off i realised that i really miss my straight easy maintaining hair..hehehe maybe whenn i have the money and the right texture of hair i might think of getting it straightened...MIGHT...hehehe so anyways this what i look like IF i had it straightened and with my new hair cut

My sayang was surprised when he saw me tdi..heheh cali the way he looked me..it was adorable...he seems to love it straight..hehe soo i mite keep that straightening thought in mind..hehehe 

I love my sayang...cant wait to spend the day with you esok love...hmm..m gonna be seeing even less of you when i start working this coming monday..MY GOD I SOUND REALLY OLD hahaha...m a friggin employed woman..hahah yay...i cant wait.. any hoos peeps..i gotta get to bed..im sleepehhh...

i love my sexy boyfriend so much..

I'm in heaven when you kiss me, heaven when you kiss me. You were sent to me from wonderland;

I am totally in love with that song. ATC you guys rock!! haha lovey dovey lyrics are totally my thing nowadays..this happens when you are in the mood for love..pure unconditional love..i love my sayang now, forever and always..

I have a work interview tomoro.. Im nervous as ever..i know i should be sleeping early and getting myself prepared for it..but i need to friggin blog about it first..i dint earlier bcuz i watching grey's anatomy..heheh first season..got it from amni this afternoon..=)) i can't wait to watch the rest..hee =) Wish me luck my darlings~

I went deco shopping with mummy this afternoon..ngaleh and paning olehnya..cuz we had to measure the width, height, circumference of everything..then we had to choose wat colour of the material needed for the deco..i hope putting the deco together is gonna be much more fun than choosing the stuffs...

TTFN i gotta get my b-e-A-u-t-Y shleepppp,,,mwahz

I miss him so much..just wish he was here..=( i miss his hugs...hmmph..sayang, i miss you..hope ur report and presentation preparation goes well..so u can come home..=)) i love u endlessly love...

i have to study for the interview this coming saturday..thank God dad dapat send me there..im kinda nervous about it..but im really hoping for UBD to call me as well..hopefully all goes well..

Ive been having these annoying headaches lately..i duno exactly why its happening but they wont budge..sasak ku..

internet;

What's with the connection the past few days..mambari sasak u know..i had lots of things to blog about..now i have NOTHING..

ey wait..i do hee 

hmm...lemme think for a sec..owh yea...i had a double date with my boyfie and my siblings at excapade the other night..hehe surprisingly i had a great time..my sayang got along with my sibs just fine..=) 

I went swimming yesterday with my darlings..had loads of fun..the funny part was when we quickly went of the pool as soon as it started raining..we were already wet..why friggin run..adakah patut..owh..we had dinner afterwards..

I woke up so early today...and now i cant get rid of this headache that's been bothering me since this morning..despite having this headache i had fun spendingtime with my grandparents..had a dimsum breakfast at dynasty and spent the whole day with them..cute bah durg tuh..heheh suka ku mliat..i love my grandparents so much..

I am so in love with the jonas brothers current new song..when you look me in the eyes..if i had to choose a song for that special someone to serenade it to me i would pick this song *hinting* ..the lyrics are so touching..and yes i do sound corny right now but what the heck im sure that most of the girls out there would think the same thing..heheh

Darling ku paten txtd me tdi..she told me about my interview this coming saturday for B.eng civil engineering in itb..Wish me luck!! hehe and good luck to all the people yang kana interview jua..and good luck to paten for ur coming oral exams on that day too..

My boyfriend is the sweetest..he never fails to make me fall in love even more with him everyday..i love you sayang.. i have this song that reminds me of the time i bumped into a teacher while i was staring at my beloved boyfie..its clumsy by fergie..haha angau becinta wahh...crazy right..m such a clutz..

Corny;

There are many forms of corniness..haha in my case i laugh at my darlings who are corny and yet i too am as corny as they are..haha yes girls, u can laugh at me too..

corny is the new black

a quote from syaz" i like corny."

hehe me too syaz...

I got to meet my sayang today..=)) happy saya..watched miss guided together. It's this new TV series that focuses on a missfit former student who eventually ends up becoming a guidance counselor in her former skool and helps her students with their problems..its funny, u guys should watch..here's a picture from one of the episodes

I gave him the sweater sudah u guys..heheh he loves it..now m jeles cuz i really loved that sweater..owh wells..i'll get a new one that looks exactly that nanti and syaz i do not wear nothing underneath that sweater ahh..hahaha

i love my boyfriend..

Finally

hehe..i FINALLY got the hang of editing the layout for this effin blog..anyho's this blog is entirely for fun and for my the boredom of my current life..let's see how long this blog will actually last..to my dalenks fatin thanks for the help..haha..gatal jua tangan ne kn membuat blog..untah2 aku yang kana ketawakn oleh mu ne karang..huhu

My cupcake finally came back last night.. can't wait to see him later..*dances around* hehe

haven't seen him for nearly a month now..i duno how long i can stand if he goes to study abroad this september..*sigh* training to be strong kan fatin =p 

i guess thats all for now i have to mandi..

TTFN ;)