this was suppose to be my entry for sunday:

Im gonna be losing a whole lot people I love and care about in the fall.

Okay correction. Brunei doesn't have fall.. During the months of September and October to be exact..

My friends are gonna be leaving for Uni soon.. and Im gonna be very lonely..

I told my sayang not to tell me anything about his confirmation to go abroad this year..

Not until it's really confirmed.. Losing friends means I need to make new friends.. New friends means Im gonna have trust issues.. 

To syaz my last blog has nothing to do with you okay.. so don't hate me.

My last blog was just this feeling I had.. Insecurities.. You are my friend and I trust you okay.. so don't be mad at me.. 

I've been sick for the past 24 hours.. everything I consume seems to find its way to come back out.. where it came in.. 

My head spent most of it's time in a toilet bowl.. and my head has been spinning all day yesterday and it still is today.. Im too scared to eat anything.

I might throw up again..

To wafi and izzat: Happy Birthday Dude!!! =) have a great 20th